15 for 200..............

ya i bought 15 books on the internet..but not all of them are new book, some second hand..so more cheap than new...first for 200 books later....

1. Mansfield Park by Jane Austen..first published 1814..she's my fav author..
2. Pride & Projudice..thats my fav movie...so i bought the novel too..first published 1813....she is romantic author..i love the way she discribes how women's life in that time with all the complexity of rules and hows life used to be...or how a man and women fall in love each other without having sex, kiss or anything..just talk and stared at each other..i love Elizabeth Bennet's character..she is smart, funny, headstrong...
3. The Tenth Insight by James Redfield..i've read this novel when i was in college..but that time i dont quite understand and do not really like reading yet..but im still curious...there are 3 more books..the calestine prophecy, the secret of shambhala, the celestine vision..thats tetralogy by James Redfield..
4. Men Without Women by Ernest Hemingway, first puslished in 1982...
5. Tell Me No Secrets by Joy Fielding...
   
6. The First Time by Joy Fielding...i dont really know about joy fielding's books..just bought, bcause the price is cheap...
7. Samurai and Silk, a Japanese and American Heritage by Haru Matsukata Reischauer..this book was writen based on true story..published on 1986..
8. I Dont Know How She Does It by Allison Pearson..
9. The Naked (Nekad) Traveller by Trinity..stories about the experiences of a women backpacker arounnd the world..she said 'finally..wherever i go and whatever happens in our country..i still believe that Indonesia is the best'...ya i agree with her...i always love Indonesia...
10. Einstein Juga Manusia by Alice Calaprice...
11. Panggil Aku Kartini Saja by Pramoedya Ananta Toer..Kartini's biography..her real name is Raden Ajeng Kartini..Raden Ajeng is title for an unmarried women aristocrat ..but she didnt want to be called by that name..she said 'just call me Kartini" so thats the title..she is a women who fight for the fate of women in indonesia to get a proper education like man..
12. Bertanya atau Mati?? by Isman H. Suryaman..it means 'Ask or Die??'..so its up to you ask or die..funny book...
13. Surat Untuk Rumput by Ingrid Widjanarko..the tittle in english is 'Letter For The Grass'...no idea for this book..but i like the foreword..'i dedicate this book to my beloved father and mother who has given love and compassion in my life'..sounds not so good in english..prefer in indonesia..'untuk yang tercinta ayah dan bunda, yang telah menyisipkan bekal cinta dan kasih dalam hidupku'..hhmm cool.....
14. When Wendy Meets Peter by Siwulani..crazy girl, her name is Wendy..she tries to find a lover who named Peter..like the story of Peter Pan....
15. arrrrrrrgh by Melly Goeslaw...yea thats the tittle with one vowel :D..it means 'screaming'..Melly Goeslaw is my fav singer and songwriter...her songs are always beautiful, romantic...

now..im confused which one that i wnt to read first :D...................

plis save me God..mulai blank lagi..rasanya semua ruang gerakku terbatas..rasanya seperi jatuh ke bumi lg..kena grafitasi lagi...aku mau terbang...........

bday...

slamat berulang tahun jiwaku..
semoga Allah selalu merahmatimu..

sebenarnya bnyak doa yg mau kuucap thn ini..
tp trlalu malu u/ meminta lg..
hanya bisa memohon kabulkan doa2ku yg kmarin ya Rabb..

ya Allah makasih u/ apapun yg telah Engkau berikan..u/ semuanya..
aku bisa menggerakkan jariku krn berkahMu..
aku bisa mendengar ini, meliat itu juga krn berkahMu..
aku bisa melangkah kesini krn berkahMu..
jantungku msh berdetak krn berkahMu jg..
bahkan u/ sakit, sedih, kecewa..
krn smua itu membelajarkan diriku ttg banyak hal..
bahwa Kaulah diatas segalanya..
makasih ya Allah dan maaf atas dosa2ku yg kmarin..

make a question for my self..
'whats ur plan for next 3 years lids??'
then i confused..stupid huh..make my self confused...
i hv no idea in my head..
'whats wrong?? i had many dreams before...
WHAT WILL U DO LIDS..
come on girl tomorrow is ur birthday..

then i make a list but only for short-term..only for this year...

• 3rd - 7th desember..back to ciwidey to keep my promise while enjoying 'the green heaven' again..last time i went there i had promised to the old man that i will send his pic when i get home..but until now i never send that pic bcause his address that he gave me was missing..but i hv to keep my promise..thats the reason why i planned this trip..and try to find farm there with cheap price....
• i wanna be a farmer..live in farm with fresh air no polution, with sound of birds in the morning, surrounded by green nature, no poltical news..ya live in peace :)
  
• in january...i will keep my promise to my mom..
• gain my weight, at least 46 kg..
• on february...i will make a trip from west sumatera to north sumatera..i named this trip 'from west to north'..i already bought ticket a few months ago...
• i hv to buy many books this year..at last 200 books..and i hv a plan to establish a 'reading books park' for free..
• stop using my credit cards..bcause i think that credit card what make my money runs out..bcause i cannot control my shopping style..even sometimes i think that who uses credit card are the poor guy..bcause always makes debt..and our Prophet Rasulullah SAW didnt like who people in debt..
  
• Insyaallah i will come to visit Baitullah...Insyaallah..amin ya Rabb...
• completing my responsibility to my brother's college..
• merried?? i put this in last of the list bcause i'm not ready yet..and i hv not found the right man who can share my whole life with..

oh ya for the last of the list..i've got advice..he said "when or if? i know its scary..but it get scary if u put urself back out there..u know, sooner or later u hv to go into it..just take a deep breath..later lot harder than sooner, believe me!!"....."i know, but i'm not ready yet"........"do u want to know a secret? no one ever ready..thats why we called a leap..and if u wait till u ready..u gonna wait forever..honey, thats life..doesnt always turn out the way like we expect".....